290410

Quite a lot of thing happened in these days.

Starting from yesterday we were having photo session.

I took for Science and Mathematics society, St John, Badminton and also the most important my class, 5K.

Having different poses and standing at different positions in different pictures.

I think i will love my class pic and the badminton one.

As i was not that odd in that.

Feeling being isolated for certain things happened yesterday.

Totally drive my mad.

Friends = ?

I prefer kept my anger towards all these and just let them be.

My stomach was pain like hell the whole day cause of the girls problem.

That was why i being so emo for yesterday morning.

Mummy said my body become weaker nowadays and i do realized about it.

I fall sick several times alr in this year.

The pimples came out and one of them still on my face now since long long time ago.

Btw, i dont understand why Vern so surprised when got to know my face got one pimple.

I was still not in super good mood today.

But i did sth that could cheer me a bit at least.

FINALLY kaiyan present was given to her.

Hopefully she will love them.

Although not really nice but at least i did put in my effort.

I also did the discussion about the carnival for badminton.

At least sth is done.

By the way, dozen of things coming to me again.

Gambate!

i am hurt.

for your words.

280410

我不会安慰别人，因为我自己也安慰不了自己。

270410

Long time did not update my blog as i am lazy to do so.

Having nothing special today.

Besides my nose a bit bleeding today morning.

But i get used to it already as i might accidentally hurt my nose internally again.

Just that this time was quite serious as it did not stop in a moment.

Wish i am having nothing anymore.

Gossip about NICK today.

Wow, we are so united in this topic.

I admit i am 'eight' enough.

Will be having photo taking session tomorrow and it would be a busy day for me again.

Remember the smile =)

I miss you =)

250410

Went to IR night.

Not going to blog now.

Wanna sleep.

tonight is a good night =)

to sleep.

240410

Had a bit fever yesterday morning in school and the 'beloved' maths teacher told me this :" Why you attend to school? You should rest at home. You look so KESIAN..." The word kesian to describe me? Maths teacher really ==

Due to my sickness, i cant attend to watch the debate competition TT Hopefully i can attend to the final round =) Good luck to you guys ya =)

Thanks to those who care for me when i am truly sick. But according to the doctor me now got nth alr =) Thanks for the concern ya =)

IR?

I wish to go.

Again and again

Dont know for what reason my immunity became so weak for the year.

I AM SICK AGAIN. TT

This was the dont know how many times i got sick in this year.

What i should do to heal the virus in my body?

resting.

=)

I had no internet for two days due to the reason that i dont know.

And thanks to my superman daddy that fix the problem by calling someone at 11pm.

Thursday was my buddy KaiYan birthday but due to the stupid internet i missed the chance to wish her online =)

So wish her here lol : HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR!

Went 'shopping' the whole day today =)

My parents spent a lot but not me.

And me bath in the dark today due to the electricity =(

What a new experience?

imy

14/4

Having the SEGAK aka UDTA today.

My physical not that good as before.

But i am glad as i am not that heavy as i thought =)

Btw, still need to become slimmer.

And Vern, you are not heavy la.. Lose 1kg only..

When we were changing our shirt back to normal uniform, our cutie Vern dropped her pendrive into the drain in the toilet... Not toilet bowl luckily ==

To help my buddy no choice i did use my own hand to take back the pen drive.

Although it was a bit disgusting, but actually i still can accept =)

So Vern, you need not to thank me =)

But the point was not there...

I LEFT MY WALLET IN THE TOILET after that.. =(

See how careless am i =(

And i realize that only after i reached my home.

How old am i? Really like WARGA EMAS already..

Hopefully it is still there when i reach school tomorrow.

Oh ya, badminton for tomorrow had being cancel.

Muack =)

Sorry

I wish to accomplish your wish as a surprise to you.

What you said to me i did listen and i put them in my deep heart.

I tried hard to have the meet.

And it at first was a success.

But at last due to the main character having some personal reason, the mission failed.

I am SORRY.ky

I wish there is another chance.

I am ok.

I am not that emo that you guys thinking la =)

I am ok alr =)

Thanks for reading and thanks for letting me know at least i am not alone =)

Cheer =)

The 100th post

Sometimes I wish I were a little kid again.

Skinned knees are easier to heal than broken hearts...

10/4

Went to school today for the gotong-royong.

Gotong-royong me actually got not much thing to do.

Btw, today school hall had the 1st Kepong Open for taekwondo today.

Kinda odd as it is Kepong open hurh?

Got a phone call for a movie when gotong-royong.

Promised although not really prepared.

12 and got him at the bus stop.

He received a call that want him for debate discussion at 1pm.

No other way that he can skipped and so that i had to follow along too.

And this was not a correct decision.

I am hurt =(

一个玩笑开的太大，会变得不好笑。

那一声，还逗留在我的脑海里久久不能散去。

那一刻的尴尬、无奈，我还能感觉得到。

我害怕。

面对熟悉的你们，陌生感却那么的强烈。

无奈，我不能立即消失。

倘若我不在，也许不会受到伤害……

倘若我不在，你不会那么的无奈……

一个人站在队里，感觉不到旁边的人潮。

心里、脑袋里，只有那霎那的震惊。

听不到、看不到，感觉不到。

买餐点时，自然地要了外带。

原来，想逃避。

我没勇气，踏上那楼梯，面对。

踩了上去，放下，转身离开。

我需要离开。

眼泪在眼眶不断地打转，不能让它溃堤。

离开的瞬间，好舒服、感觉好好。

逃，逃到没有你的地方。

走，找个原因走到好远。

记忆起小学的回忆。

好有安全感。

无奈中，回了去。

低头，压抑中。

玩笑？我玩不起。尤其是你。

ps : i not meant to say anything bad about anyone from today accident. Just that i am NOT THAT STRONG as you guys thought. =(

tear.

依赖别人

总是不太好

想念过去

总是会后悔

回忆记忆

总是会伤心

放弃坚持

才能拥抱将来

Get it from someone blog..

Cheer ya =)

Always remember that i am here for you =)

Friendship

Realize sth after a conversation with someone.

I actually really 幸福 cause i am having lot of buddies =)

Me really feel glad to have all of them and my family in my life.

They are the one who help me to pass through all the obstacle and test in my life.

THANKS A LOT =)

To Rong :

Be cheer in everything. We are always there with you one =)

Be tough and stand for everything that come to you.

Nothing can beat you beside yourself.

Release yourself. Dont ever torture yourself anymore.

I know you can do it one. Cause you are capricorn like me.

We cant control what people thinking, but we need to know what we are doing.

Control your emotion and not let emo-ing control your mind.

Young people, gambate.

There is always rainbow after the storm =)

Good luck =)

cheer =)

Penang Trip

Went to penang last weekend for QingMing lol.

Still the same journey like past few years just that i started my journey a bit late =)

In the highway, me still the same - sleep like usual and my daddy also the same using high speed in the highway. He got to 130km/hr also.

I ate quite a lot there. Foods that i ate in two days are WanTan mee, popiah, asam laksa, fried keow teow, lobak, indian fried mee. I drank milo ice, kopiO ice, tehSi ice.

You should be wondering now how could i make all of them into my stomach in just 40 hours?

Easy only. Open your mouth and put them all into it lol. One day few meals sure can do it =)

Went to Kek Lok Si to pray and visit the new buildings there. Camwhore over there non- stop.

Did not get to watch the sun rise as the cloud do not allow me to do that. Btw, get to take lot of nice pic that morning =)

wo hen xing fu =)

Upcoming post =)

Not having any free time now..

Post about my trip to Penang is coming soon =)

happy =)

男人最伤女人的几句话 [ get from web ]

1.“原来你就没信过我！”

她要是没相信你，会在你背叛她一次又一次之后继续和你在一起吗？！只是你以前给她的伤害太多了，现在她难免有些疑心，多问你几句。别忘了，她也是个女孩！你知道哄外面的女孩开心，就忘了身边的她也需要你的夸赞和惊喜吗？！

2.“我错了，行吗！对不起，行吗！”

谁都知道这句话不过是你在和她赌气，你有没有想过用另一 种方式和她交流呢？女孩子难免会无理取闹，但她们绝不是故意的！如果你肯耐心哄好她，等她开心的时候再心平气和的给她讲道理，你们会减少很多次的争吵，她也会为你的做法而感动的。

3.“你真任性！”

当初是谁说过会一直宠着她、让着她的？是谁说过可以包容她的所有缺点？又是谁说过喜欢她任性时的样子？难道你都忘了吗？！既然做不到，为什么要承诺呢？

4.“你答应过我不再提以前的事了，你为什么做不到！”

你还记得你答应过她什么吗？你还记得你兑现了多少吗？你不允许她提你的“过去”，可你想过你的“过去”让她伤到多深吗？你让她承受的时候，她连躲避的机会都没有，现在你让她忘了，她就要逼自己当一切没发生……换作你，你做得到吗？

5.“我现在一点自由的空间都没有！”

她可以为你牺牲很多时间、很多事情，从没有抱怨过什么，为什么你牺牲了一点点就要每天都挂在嘴边呢？！

6.“我钱都花你身上，行吧！”

你为他花的每一笔钱都要让她清清楚楚的记在心里，时时刻刻的充满感激吗？！如果你真的爱她，就不会和她这样计较金钱了！

7.“我下班不管多累，都得去找你，你还不知足！”

你去找她只是因为她想见你吗？你就对她丝毫的想念都没有？！见面完全是为了满足她的愿望？！那你们的爱情还真独特……

8.“你自己也找点事做，别总想着和我一起呆着！”

原来你已经不喜欢和她在一起了、已经烦她了！你看到她的心在流泪了吗？她不是没人陪、没事做，只是她的爱还没有变，而且还天真的以为你仍然像以前那样爱她.

2/4

Dear bloggie,

Changed my blog pic today and the title of my blog.

Admit that i just want to be who am i but not the one who you want me to be.

I have my own thinking, own desire, own dream and own feeling.

I just want the freedom to be ME =)

Going to work hard in this issue.

Back to today.

Having my history paper and dont think it will be good.

Went to 4U for DC class today and they did sth surprising us.

We need no to stay long as they made everything done before we were there.

They are nether bad nor lazy, they just a bit naughty.

I enjoy the moment be with them more than other.

At least they respect people.

About the magazine issue, i will not admit it is my fault.

Went to the basketball match for my StJohn duty.

First match was still ok for me but the second match was totally a nice one.

Our school vs ChongHwa Gombak.

I did enjoyed the game but the way they playing the game was a bit rude.

Rained while it was in the last period [is period or session or section?]

And met with some s.t.u.p.i.d. students which drive me mad.

I was like wish to scold them with bad words that time luckily i could control my anger.

Got myself in the rain for a while and it made me feel nice =)

Going to Penang later on and might not be here for days.

Wish everything might be fine.

imy

April fool

Did not being fooled today beside sinrong that say she success although i dont think so.

Had two paper 3 for science subject today - chemistry and biology.

Thinking that die also does not matter to me alr.

Skipped my chemistry extra class for the prefect basketball duty.

Want to duty with them but there were a lot of them over front gate so i choose to go to the basketball court.

Watched the match between our school and ChongHwa private.

The dont know how many times i watched our school won already.

Not much difference compared to last year match.

Should duty for two matches but we choose to skip the second one and let TzeYang to fetch us back home.

Credits to him cause willing to be the driver and did not charge us.

Awaiting tomorrow final match.

History paper going to die soon too =(

Tear again and again.

Tear in April fool.

What a fool?