110714 - Death

Went to a funeral yesterday. My very few times to such occasion. I bet not more than 5 times?

She is sister to my late grandfather, though I don't think I really have met her before.

More than 90yo, having 4 generations including herself. I think this is consider a really good life after all? May she rest in peace.

After such occasion, I feel lost actually. After all, why are us here on the earth, experiencing all these events, from birth to old to sick and death. What is the purpose we are here?

If every lost of life will bring a lesson to someone here on the earth, then is it really worth to take away our loved one just for us to know something?

I don't think I am afraid of death, nope, since I can do nothing about it. But I do afraid, really afraid of losing anyone that is important to me. All of us seems so fragile in front of death, which we can't even stop the God to take away those who we love the most.

I pray, I pray for all those who I loved, can live a lot longer, at least let everyone of us know, knowing the purpose of us being on this earth.

What's death meant to you?

If you wonder why I didn't update my blog that often now.

Well, I have a new blog to share about my recent life :D

In case you don't know, here : http://qiwanuni.blogspot.com/ is my new blog link :)

I won't delete this blog nor private it. But I don't think you will still want to read my emotional posts :P So see you there at my new blog!