10/4

Went to school today for the gotong-royong.

Gotong-royong me actually got not much thing to do.

Btw, today school hall had the 1st Kepong Open for taekwondo today.

Kinda odd as it is Kepong open hurh?

Got a phone call for a movie when gotong-royong.

Promised although not really prepared.

12 and got him at the bus stop.

He received a call that want him for debate discussion at 1pm.

No other way that he can skipped and so that i had to follow along too.

And this was not a correct decision.

I am hurt =(

一个玩笑开的太大，会变得不好笑。

那一声，还逗留在我的脑海里久久不能散去。

那一刻的尴尬、无奈，我还能感觉得到。

我害怕。

面对熟悉的你们，陌生感却那么的强烈。

无奈，我不能立即消失。

倘若我不在，也许不会受到伤害……

倘若我不在，你不会那么的无奈……

一个人站在队里，感觉不到旁边的人潮。

心里、脑袋里，只有那霎那的震惊。

听不到、看不到，感觉不到。

买餐点时，自然地要了外带。

原来，想逃避。

我没勇气，踏上那楼梯，面对。

踩了上去，放下，转身离开。

我需要离开。

眼泪在眼眶不断地打转，不能让它溃堤。

离开的瞬间，好舒服、感觉好好。

逃，逃到没有你的地方。

走，找个原因走到好远。

记忆起小学的回忆。

好有安全感。

无奈中，回了去。

低头，压抑中。

玩笑？我玩不起。尤其是你。

ps : i not meant to say anything bad about anyone from today accident. Just that i am NOT THAT STRONG as you guys thought. =(

tear.