Midnight Thought

It's alr 1am sth here and later on i will have my marching in school. Just dont feel like going to bed for no reason..

Visiting ppl blogs and facebooks. Loading games and websites. Everything done in that 1min.

The funny part is that i dont know which to choose. Just like the situation that i often face. Which one is better?

Thought of the career that i will be going. My mind said: Dont know. Yes, i really dont know what to choose after my spm.

Mummy : Form 6 is the best.

Friend : I'll be going to xx college.

Daddy : Choose whatever you want.

He : Most probably form 6.

xx S : Form 6 is not good.

Ish, headache really...

Why am i thinking of this during midnight? I dont know....

25/2

What a special day was today?

I bang my head to the tiang in front of the ert room and now my head got swollen a bit..

Dont wish to tell how that could happen here.. So embarrassing..

And you know what, it's really pain.. TT

Today also the day for all the stpm students.

They got their results =)

Gratez to those who did well in that and cheer for those think they are not..

Wish you guys all the best =)

It's my turn to add oil..

It's my turn to put in effort..

Gambate !

Cheer^^

I am in a good mood recently =)

Credits to Minyen that let me remember back what i usually did during primary school..

Happy could be easier?

I dont want =(

Have to attend to school again starting tml. Just feel uncomfortable when thinking of that. It's like all those problems coming back to me again. Really annoying. =(

I just want to have a rest at first. But when you get to get rid of sth that you totally dislike, you wont have the courage to face them again after the short rest. In this holidays, i could enjoy every moment with my family, with those i love n love me, with my friends that will take care me as well and that's what 幸福 means to me.

Happy could be easy as someone told me. But for me by now, emo easier to take a place in my heart. She dont want to be blamed for unnecessary things. She dont want to be scolded for no reason. She dont want to do sth that totally affect her mood of the day.

I know what i am doing. I know what i want. I know what you ppl cant accept. But no one will know what i need the most. But no one will give me what i want.

Someone told me that the whole world does not owe me anything when i said i just dont like ppl ignore me. [ps: you shd know who you are] I know this statement since long long time ago. I know no one owe me anything and no one have responsible to respond to me when i do sth. But why am i responsible to give out every single thing that you guys need? I am just doing sth that is right on my view. You dont like is not my problem. But why you have to make it till i not feeling good?

I am who i am. This is what they taught me. But who am i now? I am already confused about that. I dont like to tear i remembered. I dont like to have black face i remembered this too. But reality are forcing me to have it.

I need a rest? I dont know...

It feels nice Whn someone rmb u.

Happy Chinese New Year =)

Happy Chinese New Year^^

Happy Valentine^^

Wish all of you have a awesome year ya =)

All the best...

ps : I want chocolates!

Problems

I am so hardworking to post blog these days... But it is not a good thing..

Recently having problem, a big one with those students.

They having some humors about prefects.

And i am having a BIG stress to overcome this.

I tried hardly, trying not to be angry, not to be emotion, and even not to be depress.

But currently their attack towards me had been level up.

They even can just attack me face to face.

I am a girl, a normal one also.

I am not those superwoman who can stand for very long. [ even superwoman need rest too]

I had been emotion for these days just because i cant stand for the big stress.[Let me know if you think you can stand for that..]

I felt so ashamed to those childish people.

They are guys but i dont think so they are gentle enough.

They are already 17 this year, but they act more childish than my 9 years old sister.

I am nor scare neither defeat.

I just feel annoying towards this kind of people.

Not only i am saying they are childish, but people around me who are not related to this case also feel they are bloody childish.

Just to say:

I WONT LET MYSELF FALL!

THEY ARE CHILDISH

I am trying to be as steady as i can.. I am trying to be as calm as i could.. But i just cant control myself.. Cant control myself to think about that.

I hate them. For those who make this problem out. YOU ARE CHILDISH and YOU HURT SOMEONE INNOCENT.

Because of this, i realize that there are still a lot of buddy stand by my side.

Thanks a lot =)

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Why am i the one to comfort people while i need the most concern from others?

What i want is just some concern from people around me..

The feeling of someone paying attention to you is the best feeling that i ever had =) (credit to him)