311211 - End

Stories in 2o11 finally came to an end =)

I don't like ending and also starting.

Don't you feel it's miserable to do things all over again? And I don't like that too cause I know I'll have hard feeling when lost something =P

Very soon I'll be 19. Gosh, it's the last year that me going to have a 1 in front of my age =(

I am ADULT and I have to bear this in my mind. Me just always forget that I am a grown up and keep bring problems =(

Overall 2o11 treat me quite nice and I know 2o12 won't treat me bad too =)

So my new year resolution will be : BE NICE =)

No matter what me going to have, what challenge me going to handle, BE NICE.

I'll be as nice as I can =)

Anyway, I am looking forward the countdown with my buddies at DPC and wish all of us a

HAPPY NEW YEAR =)

Happy New Year | Forward this Picture

Ohya, my birthday is just few days to go.

I know you know =P

151211 - Origin

Just back from Port Dickson just now afternoon.

Having a peace and great time with the loves one =)

Pictures will be up real soon as I'll be free starting next week.

Well, few more days and I'll stop my work.

Now till Sunday open for those who wish to visit me.

Thanks to JYao that came that day but sorry too cause not much time to talk =P

Have a look on this comic:

( http://sin.blog.esnai.com/index.html )

I am those who can never balance myself.

I always do everything very EXTREMELY.

Can't blame myself too much as I do prefer working under such condition but pity to those who work with me, a bit too suffer for you guys =(

It's like I can only stand still when I am at the end of the seesaw but not at the center point.

Haiz =(

This can be apply to every part of my life from family to friends to study even to work.

How can I change this? I wonder sometimes.

But I know I won't make a huge change on this.

Everything going back to it's origin soon.

021211 - December

* Not going to start with time flies, kinda boring start == *

Well, it's already December and I am busy working currently.

One more month and my 18 going to END.

I wonder what big things that I did in this special year?

I got a no-no.

I am still like a child, immature child having my own little sweet time in my own little world.

Nothing had changed just that a bit more obstacles on my way.

I will still cry for pain and complain when I fall.

I will still doing like kids got sweet when I am happy.

I am childish and I know it.

I don't know why, but only in this year I felt that I am so terrible childish ==

I got the unbelievable power to make everything miserable terrible =( *bang head to wall*

When am I going to grow up again?

I wish I can explore more about this world.