270911 - .

Just a short update as I am in rush to tuition later =(

Went to be volunteer again last weekends.

Enjoyed the moment that I sacrificed but time used a bit too long till I couldn't finish a lot of stuff in the end ==

But still I will go for charity work next time!

Things really going well these days, but I just couldn't feel the happiness flowing around me.

Emotions conquer me sometimes already, but I still manage to control it well.

Hopefully I won't collapse or burst in anytime! God bless.

Think so I'll have to meet my buddy soon as they can heal me =)

Anyway, I managed to sell 11 Vision just now =) #supersatisfy!

Anyone interested still please contact me =)

I wish I could help my dear so that she won't stress out.

Ohya, Subway is awesome, I just had it!

230911 - Confession

Facing problem again in duty =( It happened yesterday in front of one class. 30+ people were actually looking at us.

The girl scolded me :"None of your business, it's not your class!" after I asked her to go back to her class for several times.

Yup again my tone was those super loud although I knew teachers were having foods downstairs. I just couldn't control my temper for that continuous ignorance from her. I admit it was my fault for not controlling but she did wrong too.

Continue.

I replied her :"So? GO BACK TO YOUR CLASS NOW!"

She :"Shut up la you, SHORTY."

Hell. The first time ever I got such personal attack which I do mind actually.

Ya, I am short, I admit it and I accept it.

But why using this to attack me when I did nth wrong and she is just 15!

I controlled, but I still replied her with :"Who are you now?"

"Your mother."

"Ohya, auntie?"

She replied with some kind of nonsense and ran away.

I just couldn't stand for this and I was non-stop thinking about it the whole day. I told this to a lot of people that I met and although they felt pity to me, but they asked me not to thinking too much about it.

I proposed this to Jeffrey today and he asked me to tell Mr Herman. So I did.

But my main point was not complaining about her, just that I wished the disciplinary board could help us as many of us facing such a problem.

I chose to forget about that.

Problem came when Mr Herman insisted to take action to her as he said she is rude.

Called her and brought her to Mrs Bavani.

Repeated the whole story since she asked and action taken by deducting her marks.

Anyway she got caught for her shorts by Mrs Goh and her mother was called to school.

How it ended I don't know as I wasn't there.

After went back to class, I was thinking, am I doing this right?

I confused. How if I didn't bring up this issue?

But if I did so, it's not fair to myself as her words really offensive to me.

However it showed like I am childish and not mature which always complaining when I did report =(

Out of a sudden, I blanked out.

I am that helpless, but I couldn't change what I did.

Anyway it ended.

It will be a scar on me that will never shed even with the apologies.

220911 - Capricorn

【摩羯座怪癖，有没有？】

• 热爱暗恋；
• 自卑 不喜欢跟人打交道；
• 有点闷骚，没事喜欢胡思乱想；
• 失眠或者嗜睡；
• 笑起来是个孩子 冷起来是个谜 ；
• 不喜欢虚伪自私的人；
• 好心肠 易被感动；
• 爱讲道理；
• 整理癖；
• 喜欢去没人的地方；
• 黑白分明；
• 不爱穿内衣；
• 常年宅在家。❤

【摩羯座的10个特点】

• 爱最真挚最持久最深沉。
• 有时很爱捉弄人 。
• 不喜欢争吵 。
• 有些害羞。
• 个性强悍不妥协。
• 无与伦比的迷人性感。
• 天生的贵族气质和深沉超脱的个性。
• 很容易被感动。
• 外冷内热。
• 有些顽皮。❤

【摩羯座的10大优点】

• 脾气来的快去的也快；
• 有斗志，喜欢拼搏；
• 刻苦努力，想尽办法独立门户自己当老板，老总最多的星座之一；
• 重感情，讲义气；
• 别人对他好，定加倍奉还的典型代表；
• 不计前嫌，容易哄；
• 单纯没心机；
• 喜怒言于表，不伪装；
• 做事雷厉风行，有效率；
• 天生的统筹规划专家，计划性强。❤

【摩羯座的缺点，你有吗？】

• 很懒，没事几乎不出门；
• 爱发呆；
• 擅长装傻，其实心里都明白，只是不愿意说出来；
• 与老友只想念不联系；
• 很情绪化；
• 双重人格；
• 有自己的一套原则，我行我素；
• 有时很糊涂，反应慢半拍；
• 特别敏感，脆弱；
• 对自己不感兴趣的人很冷漠，毫不掩饰。❤

摩羯很冷，很多人第一次和摩羯接触，应该都会觉得摩羯像一座冰山。话不多，静静地听着大家说话。但是如果你多接触几次摩羯，你就会发现，原来他也是喜欢开玩笑的，喜欢打打闹闹的。好像一个小孩子，容易哄。❤

摩羯是一个非常单纯的星座。这不是讲摩羯没有智慧，而是说，摩羯一般很少主动有自己的欲望。凭借阅历，智慧，以及第六感就能看透一个人的本性。但是，当摩羯在遇到没有见过的情况下，往往天真的把一切想的过于美好，毫无防备的把自己的全部都展现出来，用心去与人沟通说的就是摩羯这种傻得出气的个性。❤

为自己爱的人，摩羯可以容忍许多，甚至是许多难以想象的事情，摩羯都可以接受！所以被摩羯爱的人，是幸福的！但是由于摩羯的不懂表达，被摩羯爱的人，大多觉得摩羯是两个极端，一种摩羯是自私/冷漠/固执/难以沟通/难以理解/不够温柔/不够浪漫。另一种则恰恰相反，喜欢暧昧，风花雪月，不切实际。。❤

摩羯座是很容易被感动的星座。表面上，他们爱逞强，私底 下，很多摩羯是爱哭鬼，他们是不愿意在人前掉泪而已。所以，当摩羯被人爱护的时候，他们会很感恩(不只是感动哦)，并把这些都默默记在心里，也期望能回报别人。从某种意义上来说，这些感动他们的事物是他们能继续相信人性有光明温暖一面的动力。❤

摩羯是一个不懂得把握住幸福的星座，所以爱情往往是坎坷 的，曲折的，加上性格的因素，摩羯很难从爱情里体味到幸福感！当然热恋里的幸福一定是饱满的！爱情里的摩羯，勇敢，坚定，执着得难以用任何词语来形容！想要摩羯放弃一段感情太难，几乎可以说是不可能的，除非是摩羯自己决意分手分离。❤

摩羯座也是一个坦诚的人，而且还非常的有责任感。在生活中最有原则的魔羯座，在爱情中却毫无原则，只要细心观察，便可以发现身边的魔羯座其实都附属在另一半的爱情中，随着对方的节奏不断的并且乖乖的调整着自己的脚步。工作上的巨人，爱情上的侏儒，也许可爱的魔羯座就是需要这个平衡。❤

摩羯座的人有时候突然就心情很低落，不想说话也不想动。 别人问起，也不知道该怎样回答。也许是因为突然看见的一句话，也许是看见某个物体联想到了什么，也许是从朋友那听来的一件小事，也许什么都不是，很多事情不需要理由，也没有理由。❤

摩羯男的要求比较实际些，与其说挑选女朋友不如说在挑选 自己未来的老婆，要懂得温柔体贴，野蛮女友不太可能，又要不失活泼，因为他自己也比较闷。 摩羯男可能都不太会说话，或是表达，摩羯男对喜欢的人表 现的通常很矛盾，会希望她的出现，出现了却努力表现的无事一般。❤

摩羯给别人的感觉，多是以自我自居，自我为中心，但是摩 羯总是为别人考虑，毫不夸张的可以说是面面俱到！ 但是摩羯不喜欢表现自己，当然更多原因是不善于，所以当 别人受惠时，很少有人能够想到摩羯的努力与付出！ 爱人尤为如此！所以这大大的降低了摩羯在爱情与婚姻中的 幸福感！常常是忧郁，偶尔是惊喜.❤

遇见伤痛的时候，摩羯会原谅自己爱的那个人，而且还会很愚蠢的给那个人找到伤害自己的理由.摩羯真的会原谅伤害自己的爱人，不管你给摩羯带来的伤痛是怎么样的巨大，但是只要摩羯还有一分爱你，就一定不会为那99分的痛而说出分手，即便说了，那也一定只是气话，摩羯一定还会回到你的身边，选择原谅！❤

From ⊱⊹星座ღ密语⊹⊰

I am a typical Capricorn =)

200911 - =)

Well, again, days without updating my blog =(

Anyway, I spent my long weekend in Penang.

Although something happened which make me not feeling well, but I do enjoyed the whole journey =)

Pictures will be on my Fb soon =)

Not going to have a long post about it, but more pictures are coming =P

Cheers!

展开双翅，我要学习飞翔……

130911 - Happy Moncake Festival

070911 - Weird

So few days not manage to update my blog.

Feeling strange at this moment as all the feeling mixed together and I just couldn't figure out what actually I feel now ==

Anyway I did volunteer work again last weekend and I will have the next post about that =)

Just realise actually our society is full with all the negative issues which each and everyone of us can't escape from it.

And this society is full with rubbish and parasites!

Why am I so angry?

Here's the story :

Night before yesterday I was so hardworking to do my homework alone while Daddy using the comp. Others went to their own sweet dreamland.

At 12am sharp, my house phone rang. I was the one stay nearest with the phone.

And the most stupid decision I made was pick up the call.

Everyone feel a bit fear when the phone rang at sharp 12 right? As the result all of us read too many horror stories =(

With the little fear that I had, I picked up the call and I heard a boy's voice and I confirmed that he is not someone that I knew. At least he never call to me before.

I used to pick up phones call since small that's why I can recognize many people's voice easily =)

He talked extraordinary soft where I can't hear it clearly.

And with the sound from tv and mum's voice (she woke for the call) I couldn't hear anything.

I kept on repeating "Har?" "Yes?" "Could you repeat?" at first.

And he kept on reply "Can you listen?"

After I cleared all the noise, I finally asked him : "Who are you looking for?"

And he said : "Can you listen to me?"

"Ya, who are you and who you are looking for?"

"Oh, I AM VERY SCARED NOW." ==

Damn you stupid fellow. While he continuing with all the nonsense, I ended the phone call.

He tried so hard just to scare me ==

He really drove me mad and he successfully made me got scared for the whole night.

Luckily I didn't get insomnia or else I will curse him like no one else!

%^**%$^&@#@$%**^%%^%*^*%##!@$

See I said there is a lot of parasite in the society.

If the same thing happen again, I square that I will keep on talk nonsense with him and waste his phone money! *devil*

020911 - .

It supposed to be a good day with the birthday one.

But it ended up in another way round =(

I felt sorry that you get sick on this super important day.

I knew you suffered a lot as you had high fever, vomit and dizzy.

How I wish I am the one suffering at least you will still have a great day with the others =(

You planned the whole day activities but it turned out staying at home the whole day.

I knew you are disappointed and sad.

Cheer dear, I do wish you can recover soon.

Don't let people that love you worry again, kay?

I promise you that we will go out and have a belated celebration after you recovered.

I'll always be here when you need me =)

❤