Rant

Har.. Super long time didn't come back so yeap time for some ranting.
Urghhhhh, still being that slack, or I should label myself as lazy?
I can really spend one whole day doing nothing even though the tests and final is just around the corner. Don't like the unproductive feeling, but yeap, I enjoy to take rest a lot nowadays =.=

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Reread the messages we had last time, just realised how fast time is travelling. Just a blink of an eye, and everything changed completely.
I am not sure about the reason I reread those messages, but I do know I miss those carefree moments.
Hope that you are doing well too, my friend.

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I don't know and I am unsure how I should treat you. A friend? A good friend?
I really don't know how. This friendship seems to me is different compared to others, but am I the only one who think so?
I need an answer, at least to tell me, who you wanna be in my life.

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Gotta really control myself. Not to fall into the trap again.
I am afraid of the pain, and I know if I fall this time, no one will ever be there to help d.
I am all alone now, and I can't ask for help for that.
So please, Choo Wan Qi, please control yourself ok?
Conceal, don't feel, don't let them know!