Don't know why, since small, I rather to stay up late till midnight like now than doing my works in the noon.
That's why the eye-bags never leave me alone.
Kept on rain these days.
Hokkien people will said cause now is the ninth month, the birthday for 1 of the God.
Anyway, I love the weather till max!
Love the view. Ain't the rain drops cute?
Enjoy the cool atmosphere even though sometimes it makes me like this:
Especially after the bath in early morning =.=
After all, my main topic for today is about attention. Nothing related to those above =.=
Somehow, we are leaving the schools and gonna sit for our exams soon, just around the corner, which you can already see it's leg =.=
And don't know is it because of all these mixed emotions like stress, nervous, sad, emo, I felt people around me act to be more abnormal compare to normal time.
The most obvious will be being ATTENTION SEEKER.
I didn't know is it a necessary but I felt almost every teenagers wish to be the outstanding one at least for once. Including me for sure.
Everyone wish to be the center of attention at least once right?
But people around me ain't all being as lucky as me.
And I have a strong feeling about people around me try to grab others' attention nowadays.
Just this period of time i had such strong feelings and I don't know why.
Felt so sorry to those that actually I always forget about you.
There are groups of people that actually we always forget about their attendance isn't?
They are those that need the most attention actually.
I personally not purposely wanna forget about you, but somehow I'm forgetful =.=
So next time if anyone feel that I had forgotten about you, please lend me a hand to remind me kay?
I will appreciate it much =)
There was a guy actually urge me to write on this post.
As he did sth extreme which scared me for that a while and accidentally remind me about this group of people that need attention.
I was actually commenting about commit suicide on a social media that day.
And here came he in the conversation. He asked me whether I was commenting about him =.=
He hints me that he wanna commit suicide and talked a lot of emo words in front of me.
It scared me of course. But after few days I observed, I didn't see anything went wrong in him =.=
Though his classmates told me sth happened.
Was he just wanna get my attention? I bet minor part of it is a yes.
Anyway, I don't encourage people doing so just to grab attention, it's not rational at all time!
Last from me, to those who need attention or I would say it as love.
You are always the main character and even the director for your life =)
Don't live for others though the society are important.
Live your life. Enjoy your way!
With loves.
WanQi signing off =)
