171113 Friendship

Friendship isn't about who you've known the longest. 

It's about who walked into your life, said "I'm here for you" and proved it.

Thanks for those who proved that to me, you awesome guys make me feel blessed. And thanks for those who didn't too. You make me appreciate those who proved it more!

I just need a few that know me, a few that will be by my side, rather to have a group that can't share anything with. I would rather have one loyal friend rather than many fake, flaky, unreliable people in my life. I just need one to be count on, one that will lend me a hand after laughing at me. Not one that push me down at behind of me, not one that leaving me to face the darkness alone. Thanks for telling me having just few of you guys worth for everything on earth. Why waste my time getting hurt by someone when there is someone else out there waiting to make me happy? I can't please everyone, so I won't try to do it =D

Me not being emotional, me just suddenly feel the urge, the feeling to tell those who are important to me, "Hey, I miss you. Thanks a lot to you that proved that I'm and will no longer alone cause you will always be there for me. THANK YOU"

Count on me, my friends =)

Love,

WanQi

241013 长大

原来长大不是偶然，

长大只是一种以更坚强的心去面对的不可能，
一切的逆境……

110913 - New Site

Tadaa =D
I had make up my mind few weeks ago and I decided to have a new blog site.
Reason I'm doing so is because I wish to have a place to record everything about the only once uni life and also the time being a 20s'.

This blog will be remain as the place for my personal feeling and thought which might not be interesting for you all so just feel free to change your focus on http://qiwanuni.blogspot.sg/.

Feel interest with my uni life in Singapore? 
I'll try my best to update the blog as frequent as I can =D
Do stay tuned =D
PS : Help me to generate some extra income by clicking the Ads ok? Thanks a lot!

WanQi

010913 - New Start

Here comes a brand new month and things are getting better!
Good luck for all those that went to local university for enrollment today. You will definitely enjoy your uni!
Let's start up a new chapter with a colorful page =D

Anyway, today is also birthday for someone special =D
Happy birthday boy!
Make your wish and here I wish you to have a blessed year ahead!

Time to let go everything and focus on what I invest in now.
My time can't be wasted on things that are not meaningful anymore.
I wanted to paint my life with all sorts of color now =D
Let's have fun people!

PS : I'm ok and better than ok =D

Motivated, 
WanQi

250813 - August

This definitely not a good month for me.
I experienced the saddest event once again.
And I just get to know brother to my senior passed away.
Looking at those status they update, I can totally feel their pain.

It's how the reality looks which I always know but never want to experience and feel.
But when time comes, I had a hard time to experience and feel it.

Isn't it sounds funny?
We all know how things will be at the last moment of our life, or maybe life of our beloved.
But we never wanna deal with it. We tried to run away.
However, no matter how hard we run, when time reach, we are all forced to stop.

Building up the mental is never gonna be easy I believe.
But are we going to fall everytime when we meet such circumference? I bet about this.
I never want be cold blooded. But I know if me not going to build up my mental for all these, I gonna suffer it a lot.
I'll still feel sad for every separation, for every goodbye that I have to say.
I'll still feel the heart broken when I can't meet anyone forever again.
But I wish I could train myself to stand up back in a faster mode.

Some asked me whether am I ok yesterday.
I'm shocked.
I thought I covered it well.
I thought I can reduce the pain day by day.
But tears rolled again.
I'm sorry. But I'll be better!

Stay strong people!

150813 - Let Bygones Be Bygones

I never know it could be so sudden though we had all prepared.
I never know it could be so heart-breaking though I had the past experience.
But I know, you will always be in my heart till the day I can't do so.

Things happened a bit too sudden that I actually still hoping it was just a dream. Wake me from such nightmare, can I?
It happened like just in a second, and when I realised what was happening at the next second, you leave us behind for forever.

I couldn't feel anything at that moment. I was supposed to cry I thought.
But now I know, when it was in the very deep pain, I actually couldn't feel and do anything. Besides I tried to escape.
I played Tetris whole night, hoping someone can wake me from the dream.
But reality waked me in the end.

Everyone around asking whether am I ok?
I can honestly say yes, but partially.
Whenever I am alone, I will still think of you.
No, we weren't that close as people thought, isn't it?
But my mind just can't stop missing you.

You were the fierce one to those you angry with.
You were the silent one for all the time.
You were the independent one to accomplish every task by own.

But we all know the way you sacrifice for those whom you love.
We all know the way you show your love.
We all know how hard you tried to stay with us.
We know.

Tears can't stop falling at the moment you forced to leave.
It's really hard to bid goodbye.
But still things would not change no matter how hard we cried.

Let bygones be bygones.
Should not have to let you worry at this moment.
I'll stay strong enough to walk through this hard moment.
I'll also ensure everyone under good protection.
It's time for our generation to fight.
Rest in peace, my beloved grandpa.

Sorry.
Thank you.
We love you.

090813 Back in KL

Well, for like everyone knows, I left on 31st July to NTU Singapore to futher my study =D

I had every administration thing done with the assist of Malaysian seniors in NTU =D

Everything went smoothly and I can adapt in the new environment quite well too =D

However, as the last post stated, my grandpa is actually ill since few months back and things do not get better for him. The time when I left to Singapore, he is actually still in the hospital under observation in unconscious condition.

We had prepared for the worst, but for sure also pray for the best.

But I never know things can go rather fast and unpredictable.

After a week in Singapore, I received Whatsapp message from my sister that saying my grandpa may collapse at anytime and the doctor allowed his discharge from hospital.

This doesn't sound good at all. It means they gave up on providing medical support d.

I had no other choice (though I wish to join the FOC), I got the earliest bus ticket and I'm on my way back to home. If I didn't do this, I bet I'll regret for the rest of my life.

I reached KL around 9pm in the night and rushed straight to my grandpa house.

He was having the 3rd tong and also the last tong of the oxygen.

Basically, the doctor said once we stop provide him oxygen, he could collapse at any moment.

No one felt good at this point. But the good thing is everyone from this big family were gathered together. So he finished the last tong of oxygen and we took out all the pipes from him.

Everyone of us had prepared.

However, miracle happened!

Until now, for the third day without any oxygen tank, he is still healthy. Though he can't move and he had difficulties in talking.

But things turned out better than what we predicted d.

No worries people, I'm still strong to carry on with all these =D

Thanks for the care and support all the way long.

What we can do now is just praying he can get better sooner. *Pray Hard*

Anyway I'm going back to Singapore on next Mon as I'm gonna have my first lecture on Tue.

With love,

WanQi

280713

加油，好吗？

忍着点，很快就好了……

为您祈福。

记得吗？我们约好了等我回来，一起去喝茶的！

真的不想，不想失去……

270713 - Ipoh Trip 1 : Unforgettable Experience

Well well well. Finally about this unforgettable Ipoh trip of mine.

I went to Ipoh for a trip on 2nd July till 4th July and it was planned months ago.

On that lovely morning, we kicked off happily.

Well, I slept when we were on the way to Ipoh and suddenly the man told me sth wrong with his car.

The temperature of the car kept increase without knowing the reason ='(

It freaked us out and we decided to stop at the rest station to wait the temperature went cooler and it did works!

So the innocent us continued our journey happily =.=

But things didn't turn out nicely as we imagine.

The temperature kept increase again and it forced us to stop by the roadside, yes we were at roadside of North-South highway! T_T

And deng-deng-deng-deng..

The hero of the day approached us.

After some chat among the men, (I stayed in the car for whole process), they decided to drag the half died car to the nearest car service center.

Ohya, the nearest exit is Skudai and we stayed in our car for the whole journey to the workshop =P Once in a lifetime experience cause actually by law we are not allowed to stay in car as it is very dangerous and risky.

Basically you feel nothing even you were in a that car that being dragged beside you felt weird when they lifting up the car.

We paid RM30 for the short journey by the way. You can't say NO anyway ;(

Anyway, I wasted half of my day at the workshop waiting the adults to come and get the car.

We didn't let the workshop fix the car as they offered a super high price for something small.

Anyway we found out that they were actually lying about the problem of the car and trying to earn more from us by doing sth unnecessary! Be aware of that if one day it happens on you!

After the accident, we actually planned to cancel the trip.
But the adults gave us another option which is they fetch us to the nearest bus station and we agreed after discussion :)

The RM6 bus ticket from Skudai to Ipoh 

Next post will be about hotels and food in Ipoh. Stay tuned :)

200713 - Me, Myself

Disclaimer : Don't read it if you don't wish to confuse yourself or don't wish to read some lame self reflection blog entry.

Having a great opportunity and a great time to do some self reflection on myself. Never fail doing so when I got a long silent night with myself.

Few months that I seldom look into myself deeply and I realised I changed a lot. It's not so me AGAIN =.=

People change and I understand. But how these changes took place? I don't know.

Being stubborn as usual, but not-so-stubborn anymore.
Being lazy but lazier.
Being weird and changing to a more weirdo mode =.=

Example 1, friendship always took a heavy portion in my life before. But today I realised, I actually leaved my friends alone most of the time when they need me. Bastard me. And by today also I realised, I can be that cruel when I choose to let go one of the very best friend of mine. I changed to be that cold blooded, that cruel, that so-not-me in just a few of months.

Example 2, I felt insecure again. For the new environment, for the new experience. The very brave and courage me disappeared in no where again. I am that timid to left my safe zone. When was the last time I bravely take the first step out? Where is the me that willing to take challenge?

IS ALL THESE CAUSED BY AGE OR BY MATURITY?
Frankly, I am afraid to lose everything. Perhaps I am afraid to lose what I'm having now.
I put in effort to build and gain what I'm holding now, and cause of this afraid to lose attitude, I changed.
I switched on my self protection mode, and I reduced my willingness to take risk.

What should I do?
Hopefully the brand new university life can change me back. At least let me be more daring to open up my heart again.

Timid me,

WanQi

180713 Return

I'm back from National Service for about 1 month already and I apologize for being that superb lazy to update about my recent life.

Was planning to make a series of entries for my National Service life but I think I need more motivation haha =P I dare not to promise as I really got no idea when I can start doing that as I'm currently kinda busy =X
Overall, as I said before, I enjoyed a lot for that 3 awesome months! It ain't suffering as we thought and I'm proudly to say now, I graduated from PLKN!

For this month after NS, I experienced a lot also =)
As I left not much time here to be spend with the loves one already.

Opps, I haven't announce it here =P
Remember on the last entry I said I went to NTU scholarship interview?
Thanks God and I'm one of the selected scholarship holder =D
Thanks a lot to the 4 very fatherly-interviewers also!
I'm leaving to SG by 31st July and going to enroll in Economics course under NTU =)
So people, date me before I leave ok? *Pity face*

The coming soon :
The Ipoh Trip
Enfagrow Working Experience
Food Hunting

Time to ciao now =) See ya =D

WanQi

Signing off

210513 - NTU Scholarship Interview

Aloha!

I know some are missing me ever since I leave to NS. But hey, I'm still doing fine and I enjoy and treasure it much now =) 

Please do wait me for another month and I'll be back again =D

Back to the topic, I purposely applied leave back to KL from my camp as I need to attend the NTU scholarship interview at JW Marriott Hotel today.

While my memory still fresh with what happened just now, I should blog about it =D

I went to meet the counselor the day before my interview and following is what they advice me :

1. Smart attire. Formal and don't wear till too kiddy (Pinpointing me TT) Girls are encouraged to wear skirts and put on light make up. (I didn't follow anyway =.=)
2. Be confident and be calm. Be yourself and it's just a chit chatting.
3. Don't bring unnecessary things. They will be your burden. 
4. No negative and sensitive issues.

Some useful info from the net, you can click here too =)

I didn't prepared well anyway as I was in a rush. (Poor time management TT)

My interview time was set 4.45 pm and we are required to reach 30 mins earlier. And the person-in-charge called me when I was on the way to the venue even though it's super early. He scared me and I thought I remember the wrong time =.=

Once reach, the person-in-charge was there waiting and I finally know why he called me. There left only 1 guy before me =.=

I got my admission letter from him and he briefed me.

Well, he told me that there were 4 panels - 2 prof from different course, 1 from admission department and 1 from scholarship department. They are friendly and fatherly. Take it as chit-chatting but not interview cause those panels don't know me and what I should do is to promote myself to the "strangers". Do talk more but talk humbly and take your time =) Most important is to have eye contact with every interviewers but not only the one asking you question.

I left everything outside and went in alone with nth on my hand.

Greet the interviewers and they really look friendly =)

Following will be some questions and answers that I did =D

• What had you been doing lately? Tell us more abt that. - NS and explain I enjoy it, trained me to be more independent.
• What you do usually besides study or you 24/7 study only? - Nope, I did voluntary work like xxxx...
• Besides academic achievement, what non-academic achievement you can share with us? - Crapped sth abt leadership and I forgot what else I mention =.=
• What values do you have as a scholarship holder? - Leadership and explain my experience of being assistant head prefect.
• Are you disappoint when you got only your forth choice? - Nope, as it's still my choice =D
• Is NTU your first and only choice? Any other oversea uni you applied to? - Only NTU and local uni.
• Why only NTU? You think it's easy to enter? - Nope, it's hard, That's why I wanna challenge and I'm glad I success =D
• What is your dream beside of the career? - Travel whole world, experience more
• What do you want to contribute to the Economic field? Maybe your dream? - No, don't feel like I can have such high achievement, but dream to be a successful business woman.
• Who inspired you beside parents? - No. (I'm super honest =.=)
• Didn't you read anythings from those successful businessman, so you can learn from their mistakes and avoid that? And whose biography you read? - I read articles from internet, but not only 1 particular ppl.... (They kept laughing when I mention FB =/)

Ohya, some of the questions asked based on the essay we submitted when we apply and this is my paragraph 1 :

"Values and beliefs serve as a guideline in our daily life. Without them, we would be mechanical like beings. Values and beliefs actually determined how we expect things to be and how we will react to different kinds of situations."

• What values system you are holding to? - A good leader is also good follower =.=
• What you said doesn't seems convincing enough, can you tell us more like (example, example, example) - Process is more important to me, result ain't the most important...
• As you wanna be a businesswoman, how you going to choose between family and career like how Singaporean feel stress to this issue now? - I will try to balance it.
• You can't be greedy to have both? - I'll still choose to balance it as I won't wish to sacrifice my dream cause of family or vice versa. Even though process is suffer but as long I tried, I'll feel satisfy.

That's basically everything that happened in that 15mins.

I feel good with that as I didn't nervous till that serious like how I imagined I will.

Although I didn't understand why the interviewers kept laughing. I don't feel my answer is funny also =.=

I told the person-in-charge about they kept laughing and he replied me it means they relax and enjoy the interview =.= I don't believe, it sounds like comforting =.=

So that's all for today =D

Good luck guys if you are selected to any other interview =D

Cheer,

WanQi

100413 Learned

ANNOUNCEMENT : I'll be leaving for my national service starting tomorrow. It's like finally and I know it only happens for once in a lifetime. 
Those who really urgently want to get me, please contact my family members. Those who miss me, make me a call during weekends =D Those who are not in both of the groups, just wait till me back then =D
Thank you!

Had a really long holidays since my busy days before and during CNY.
Had been wasting my time for like a month.
Wasn't productive enough.

- Thanks God for leading me through all the up and down moments in my holidays which made me really feel I learned some lessons. -

1. Health. Was not alert with my health condition before as I always stay up late and didn't really exercise. Thanks for letting me know I shouldn't continue with this life style just before it went more serious.

2. Family. Knew the feeling of losing a family member which made me appreciate more my family members. No matter how things changed, how long we didn't meet, the bond will always remain like how it does. Thanks for letting me know I'm really lucky and blessed as I'm born in this happy big family!

3. STPM. The critical moments for me to handle. Thanks for the blessing and all the efforts and help that everyone contribute especially the teachers and parents. My achievement wouldn't be perfect without the support of anyone in these two years. Sorry for my wrong way of handling my emotion especially when I first got the result. Thanks for letting me know result ain't the only thing in life.

4. Characteristic. Was used to be egoistic and arrogant. Things will still go smooth even without me. Should and have to be more humble. Me ain't the best after all. If I ever acting proud or arrogant in front of you, I sincerely apologize.

5. Friends. Realised who are those will stay even when I'm down and those who will give a helping hand. Won't blame those that leave me at the dead corner as you trained me to be more independent. A big thank you to those who put in effort to help me. Thank you buddies!

Just realised, I didn't waste much of the time. I found the problems of mine, learned lessons, and change from the mistakes in this long holiday.
Glad that self reflection happened. I'll be a better person and I know I have to make it.

130313 New Phones

*Cough* Sorry for making here full with dust and spider webs though I wasn't that busy all these while =X
Well, beside currently taking medicine as I had a slight fever yesterday, all these while are well spent with love! Though I burned a big hole in my pocket too.
Went to shopping at various spots very frequently, ate lot of scrumptious dishes, meeting up with the buddies and not forget about the job at KLCC that three days. (Gonna share later if I remember =P)
Life is good! Treasured it a lot!

Back to the topic, I changed a new phone if anyone of you still don't know =.=
Hard to act like you don't know right? As I am kinda aggressive with those apps like Insta, whatsapp.
I got my new phone on Jan 19 and this is it : 

Xperia J

It comes with 4 color if not mistaken - While, Black, Pink and Gold.
And guess which I got for myself?
Tadaaa :

The gold one.

So gorgeous?

Nah, I chose this just because the fellow ran out of stock on which I want =(

Anyway, it had been hidden behind the cover so just let it be.

Why Xperia J? Well, it's cheap compared to other (I got it for around RM800 only) and I really love it's graphic and camera. So clear and nice =D Very suitable for those who love to take photo, but not selca, cause the front camera wasn't that clear *sobs*

If you wanna know more you may click here too!

Did you realise I put the titles as New Phones? Beside me, someone changed his phone yesterday too! I am having a new toy =D

This is how the new phone looks like :

HuaWei Ascend P1

Please don't ask me why you never heard about this brand or bla bla.

I don't know about this brand until he told me he wants to buy too.

Well, this Android phone also not that expensive as others. It's around RM900 and it holds a strong specs compared to others =D

Just the problem of this is that beside All IT Hypermarket, you can hardly find this brand in the market in Malaysia.

It also featured the high definition screen and it's camera too =P Besides the screen wasn't that big so it's easier for you to hold =) You can know more about it here =D

I compared the two phones and realise mine lose =(

You can see the result here.

Never mind, Xperia J mama still love you much!

Doze off

Wan Qi

240213 Chap Goh Meh

Aloha! Sorry for the lack updates nowadays. Was super busy before this.
I'm using mobile for this please bare with me :)

CNY had come to the end.
I had a great one this time beside today.
Instead of a better ending today I think I contribute to make it the worst after all.
Ahh, don't wish to talk more about this.

Gonna share some pics I took throughout the festive :)
Not able to put captions for now so bare with me.
Some from my instagram also, follow me :)

Going to open my red packets only at tomorrow.
That's all for now, bye :)

080113 - My Holidays

Those who know me well or met me these days will know that I had done with my STPM since last month and now I am having a super duper long holidays.
Friends of mine would go and get a job like temporary teachers, clerk, promoter and etc.

How about me? Muahahaha I am still stick at home recently.
Well, it's not that I don't want to go work or I'm lazy or I want to be fatter =.=
Me just wanna help my mummy in her small small cookies business for CNY =D
Or else she will suffer a lot TT
Anyone interested to buy can contact me =D But well I'll not promote it vigorously =P

So far pictures below show how I spent my time =)
Me facing all of the cookies from the moment I wake up till the moment I go to sleep #NoJoking
It's truly tiring sometimes ='(

The pineapple tarts

I responsible to apply the egg layer for this =)

The fried seaweed

Still got the crispy almond and the peanut. Haven't got chance to take their pic =.=

Anyone interested so far? Contact me if you want =D I give you discount price you want? Shhhh, don't let mummy know about it =D

Was thinking to set up a small business before but till then I haven't figure out what to sell ='( Anyone wanna be my partner =D 

 Is this possible? #Wonder

I went to interview for part time promoter last week at PA recruitment with KarYen.

She went there to return some stuffs so brought me along.

Anyway, we met the most fierce receptionist that day =.=

 Pray to get some part time jobs asap so I can save more money =D

Opps, not to forget that I went to the class gathering that day =D

I only remembered it an hour earlier before the event started =.= Luckily JYao wanna go so hehe =D

  

Everyone enjoy that night I think? =)

Anyway, I learned few lesson that day.

Never ordered cheese sandwiches there and never stand beside a super tall guy when taking group photos! Should stand in front, or even behind if you want =P

Me looks so short standing beside JYao la ='(  

That's my first week in 2013 =D
How's about yours?

Today is my holiday that's why I am that free to update at this time if anyone of you wonder =P

WanQi