150813 - Let Bygones Be Bygones

I never know it could be so sudden though we had all prepared.
I never know it could be so heart-breaking though I had the past experience.
But I know, you will always be in my heart till the day I can't do so.

Things happened a bit too sudden that I actually still hoping it was just a dream. Wake me from such nightmare, can I?
It happened like just in a second, and when I realised what was happening at the next second, you leave us behind for forever.

I couldn't feel anything at that moment. I was supposed to cry I thought.
But now I know, when it was in the very deep pain, I actually couldn't feel and do anything. Besides I tried to escape.
I played Tetris whole night, hoping someone can wake me from the dream.
But reality waked me in the end.

Everyone around asking whether am I ok?
I can honestly say yes, but partially.
Whenever I am alone, I will still think of you.
No, we weren't that close as people thought, isn't it?
But my mind just can't stop missing you.

You were the fierce one to those you angry with.
You were the silent one for all the time.
You were the independent one to accomplish every task by own.

But we all know the way you sacrifice for those whom you love.
We all know the way you show your love.
We all know how hard you tried to stay with us.
We know.

Tears can't stop falling at the moment you forced to leave.
It's really hard to bid goodbye.
But still things would not change no matter how hard we cried.

Let bygones be bygones.
Should not have to let you worry at this moment.
I'll stay strong enough to walk through this hard moment.
I'll also ensure everyone under good protection.
It's time for our generation to fight.
Rest in peace, my beloved grandpa.

Sorry.
Thank you.
We love you.

090813 Back in KL

Well, for like everyone knows, I left on 31st July to NTU Singapore to futher my study =D

I had every administration thing done with the assist of Malaysian seniors in NTU =D

Everything went smoothly and I can adapt in the new environment quite well too =D

However, as the last post stated, my grandpa is actually ill since few months back and things do not get better for him. The time when I left to Singapore, he is actually still in the hospital under observation in unconscious condition.

We had prepared for the worst, but for sure also pray for the best.

But I never know things can go rather fast and unpredictable.

After a week in Singapore, I received Whatsapp message from my sister that saying my grandpa may collapse at anytime and the doctor allowed his discharge from hospital.

This doesn't sound good at all. It means they gave up on providing medical support d.

I had no other choice (though I wish to join the FOC), I got the earliest bus ticket and I'm on my way back to home. If I didn't do this, I bet I'll regret for the rest of my life.

I reached KL around 9pm in the night and rushed straight to my grandpa house.

He was having the 3rd tong and also the last tong of the oxygen.

Basically, the doctor said once we stop provide him oxygen, he could collapse at any moment.

No one felt good at this point. But the good thing is everyone from this big family were gathered together. So he finished the last tong of oxygen and we took out all the pipes from him.

Everyone of us had prepared.

However, miracle happened!

Until now, for the third day without any oxygen tank, he is still healthy. Though he can't move and he had difficulties in talking.

But things turned out better than what we predicted d.

No worries people, I'm still strong to carry on with all these =D

Thanks for the care and support all the way long.

What we can do now is just praying he can get better sooner. *Pray Hard*

Anyway I'm going back to Singapore on next Mon as I'm gonna have my first lecture on Tue.

With love,

WanQi

280713

加油，好吗？

忍着点，很快就好了……

为您祈福。

记得吗？我们约好了等我回来，一起去喝茶的！

真的不想，不想失去……

240213 Chap Goh Meh

Aloha! Sorry for the lack updates nowadays. Was super busy before this.
I'm using mobile for this please bare with me :)

CNY had come to the end.
I had a great one this time beside today.
Instead of a better ending today I think I contribute to make it the worst after all.
Ahh, don't wish to talk more about this.

Gonna share some pics I took throughout the festive :)
Not able to put captions for now so bare with me.
Some from my instagram also, follow me :)

Going to open my red packets only at tomorrow.
That's all for now, bye :)

050411 - 清明

嗅着那刺鼻的气味、

看着被熊熊烈火燃烧着的各类纸扎品，

心里想着的却是

在那遥远的你们。

这些真的能抵达你们手上吗？

这毋庸置疑，我也不敢质疑。

你们可好？

我想你们了！

New Year Sales Part 1

New Year Sales coming!

I am now helping my mum to promote on her home made biscuit =]

First item that i will be promoting today is the pineapple tarts. Well, does them attracts your attention? Your taste bud?

If yes, there is free sample as tester if and only if i could meet up with you =]

A jar of it contains about 40 pieces and you can get it from me for RM18 only!

I do think it is cheap and affordable for me as others shops sells them at RM22++. LOL.

If you have to purchase it in a huge amount, i do think cheaper price can be given. * ONLY FOR HUGE AMOUNT!

It tastes nice for sure and i can ensure that the produces are clean and safe to eat!

All the ingredients for the biscuit can get from any supermarket and neither flavouring nor colouring are added into the biscuit! Even the jam are home made too!

For those interested in doing order, please do contact me via my phone or facebook or even here =P

Ohya, I can be the driver and deliver them for you too!

For more info please do give me a call. Thanks for your attention!

300810

你父母的优点是什么？

What's your parents strengths?

Do you wanna answer me : My parents a no strength one.. But lot of weaknesses..

Or you will be silent after all as you cant name me any of your parents' strengths?

My teacher asked me about this.

Same like many others, i silent.

Not because of cant answer, but i was thinking back about sth.

People, if you are those who saying your parents have no strength, please do observe more.

Aren't they love you?

Aren't they took nice care of you?

Aren't they give you all the best thing that they can give you?

Aren't you demanding too much?

One's weakness is like a small black dot on a piece of white paper...

Why always we only can see the small dot but not the white paper (strengths) ?

Learn to appreciate them.

By loving them more!

I love my daddy mummy =]

Holidays Life 4 - 110610

It was my beloved mummy birthday =]

Since promised MinYen and KimKun to let them bake cake in my house, so i invited them to my house that day also since my family members not at home =]

MinYen and Foong came in the morning but KimKun and friends came during afternoon.

How i bake a cake in two different time?

Sorry, I am neither superman nor superwoman.

That's the reason i bake two cake in a day =]

Luckily that recipe given quite small in amount and we managed to finish it all before my family members came back ==

You can had the recipe here =]

Recipe over here can be bake in different design =]

MinYen, Foong and me can cooperate quite well to done the cupcakes.

Hopefully there have another chance to let us bake cake together again^^

Kim Kun brought 2 friends to my house and 3 of them were really not in condition ==

Wondering really how the cake they bake will look like?

Actually the first plan was i will bake one more cake as my mummy birthday cake.

But due to mummy reached home earlier than i thought, i forced to cancel my surprise.

Enjoyed the day really much =]