FEEL...

我输了…… 彻彻底底地败了给自己……

×××

就这样，这样子过了。 Snr们也离开了。留下我们，继续奋斗…… 看着一班又一班的snr们离开，看着他们因成长而离开，真的不知该开心吗？不舍、害怕，种种情绪都叫我不想改变。 是我固执？还是我真的变得懦弱了？能回到从前吗？能继续一起奋斗吗？ 不能忘记我们之前一起奋斗的日子。不能忘记所有你们教导我的事情。不能忘记从前。 能活在过去是一件幸福的事，但我明白这是不可能的。 是你们教会我坚强，是你们教懂我坚持，我不会让你们失望的。 加油吧！祝福你们，同时祝福我们…… Thank you, sorry, we love you all...

p/s : I really dont know what going to happen to me after agm this saturday.. All i loved will gone and leave us.. ×××

我害怕了。 不知道我们的距离会不会更遥远…… 你与我的话题已越变越少，距离感越来越重。 只是隔了几个位置，然而我们的距离就突然被拉远了…… 能回到过去吗？我真的不想再失去任何人…… 永远地祝福你…… 永远支持你……

习惯

原来，那已成了习惯。

习惯有你们的唠叨，

习惯有你们的责备，

习惯有你们的安慰，

习惯了你们的存在。

我们长大了？

我学会了坚强，

我学会了责任，

我学会了团结，

但，

我懂了感情。

能不能不离开？

能不能留下来？

愿每一句的再见代表着重聚，

愿每一句的祝福跟随着你们……

Scary. Sweet.

Until now only i know that we cant trust everyone around us, even though that is your so-called friend..

Some people on this earth are cold-blooded. Therefore they will not help you and they may hurt you somemore even you are in trouble...

I met with these people and honestly i am disappointed with them...

Until now only i realise that there are people really willing to help you if you are in trouble, even though they will not get any reward from. Even though they are not your best buddy or family.

These people are kind enough. They will not only help you to get out from the trouble, they will also teach you how to prevent the same trouble again.

I met with these people also. And i appreciate their attendance in my life.

Nowadays having quite a lot of problem in myself. And these problems taught me alot. Maybe for the old me, i will 'constipation' ( emo ) for the whole day, blaming for this and that. But now, i think i changed quite alot. At least i wont emo so easily le.

These problems taught me that we shall see things in another perspective. I cant prevent problems to happen, but i do can solve these problems in my own way...

Learning to be more mature in my thinking^^