Hari Guru [2]

Since i posted a blog about the proress, and now it will be the feeling towards the whole progress.

The day we got the list, it was like "What's that?" I dont even want and can accept the list. It was just because i am the one who scored B- for my art. And i scared i cant accomplish the task given. I really dont hope to burden my ketua since she was my DEAR, DARLING, BELOVED chye huey.

And for the following days, i cant say much about that. We stopped all the progress since it was the exam period. And for the seniors, just felt sorry because they waited us till their neck long long.

For the day before Hari Guru, it was the worst day. For your information, that day was Chye Huey birthday and i got nothing for her. That day was not follow the planning as we planned to finish the banner by 7.00pm. We just cant complete what we promised and that day showed how united we are. Just a few people stayed back and we need all the seniors to help us. They somemore came back at the night, but not we the juniors to help out the whole progress. It was like the Hari Guru not belong to us, but is snr problem.

I was just felt like i am useless. I not only cant do what i promised, but i didnt even can help my friends. It was her birthday and she cried several time the whole day. It was like a sucks birthday. LOL. And i didnt even can help Kai Yan. She emo-ed all the time and i didnt even console her once. The feeling cant help was suffering enough.

And the day. It was like all the last minute works. Step up to the stair, i dont even scare already. It was because i felt like i was damn useless. Talk only we know, but no action anyway. United sound great, but we didnt even have the teamwork. Compulsory was only the command, but did everyone followed?

The meeting. It was like an opportunity for us get scold from senior. But for my bahagian, we dont even get a formal scold from ketua bahagian. When the time we approach snr, he said that no point to scold us and he still want to jaga our feeling. This action made me more 内疚. I prefer to get scold than get only advice and somemore 安慰 from them. I prefer they use their angry face than a pity heart to us. I want to get my punishment. Why cant they let me feel better in this case?

Who did wrong? Anyone wrong in this case? I dont know... What i knew was that i need to be responsible to what i did and what i cant accomplish.Lot of people that we have to appreciate for this event. But did we give them a thank you? I dont think so.

The thank you still need to be distribute out. So i want to have the opportunity here to thank and say sorry to all the pihak that help out that day. A special THANK YOU and SORRY for all the seniors : Snr Kai Jian, Snr Kim You, Snr Seng Hoo, Snr Luei Hann, Snr Yun Kang, Snr Shin Loong, Snr Bong, Snr Veronica, Snr Jia Rong and Snr Soon Heng. Last but not least, thank you to all the friends that came back to help out the banner: joshua, hao ming, tze chien, jun yao, kai yan, zhia yun, minli, dashenti, hai shan, caryn, meganna, priya...

Thanks a lot ...

I feel useless. I feel dissapoint to myself.

Hari Guru 2oo9 [1]

This blog will be the whole progress of Hari Guru...

Well. We are the one who incharge. Got the ajk list since sport days. And yet we did nothing and did all last minute work.

I am from bahagian tapak dan banner. And it should be going very smoothly since our bahagian ketua was such a kind ketua until we did not kena bend and we dont even need to redo anything. My ketua was chye huey and with a timbalan christopher.

These are what we did...

Sport days

Got the ajk list and should start our job.

22/5

Got all the approval and permission to start our work.

23/5

Just got the material and started our work with the drawing.

25/5, 26/5

Stayed till 5.00pm to continue our drawing.

27/5

The day before Hari Guru. The original planning was until 7.00pm and we think we can get everything done. But the truth was not we were not that eficient. We doing work all the time, but we still cant finish. Is that because of not enough people doing work or we have to improve our speed to do work? I stayed till 12.00am in the school since the guard dont want to let all the girls to stay. And only left seniors and Joshua to do the work. And lastly 3 from them stayed in the school the whole day. Although i went back home that night, but i didnt even can get my sleep and rest. I was just worrying about the things the whole night. And it was suffering enough.

28/5

It was the day. Got to school by 5.30am and the time i reached. there was only 3 people sleeping and with only snr ShinLoong and Chye Huey. What bear in my mind was "What was the compulsory stand for since everyone didnt even follow?" Started the work and realised quite a lot of problems occured. I was the one climbed up the stair and stick all the things to the board. I am just became a hero. Keke.

And the majilis went through. Was it smoothly? I dont know..

The whole progress was like that and FINALLY the event end.

Saturday...

Days gone like aeroplane.

Time move too fast already, i cant chase it already. [Like i old liao d?]

Well, today was a special day. [Actually if want to say, everyday also very special d.^^]

If i can continue life like this, how wonderful my life will be?

Well, today we started working already. Start to work for Hari Guru.

I was the first one to reach school. Then Junyao came. And we did nothing that time. Wasting our time to watch scout marching.

After Chyehuey came, start to have all the measurement. And the stupid me, forgot to bring the measuring ruler. So, we can only get a string to measure.

And at last we got the measurement. By the way, we were using the pentas in front of bp to have our work.

After everyone was there, we went out to buy the needed materials. And Haishan got dont know how many lucky draw voucher as she spent almost 300 bucks there.

And for us, we got 2 lucky draw voucher also as we did spend 60bucks there.

After having our so-called-lunch, we went back to the school. And do you know that that was the first time for Chyehuey went for mamak stall. Argh...

We didn't start our work straight after we back to school. We watched the scout agm. Kenke got the GL. Congrate LOL. She seems like very suprise that time till her face was as red as tomato.

And our class scout members all have their high high pose also. Congrate too.

And after the pelantikan, they having a photo taking section. And the Junyao suddenly got an idea for his video. We went to ask the whole gang of scout to shout. And it was like amazing. The whole gang of scout was that united LOL. By the way, we still need to thank the new GL of scout because without her, i dont think Junyao can get what he want.

FINALLY.

We started our work. Chyehuey was the one painting the whole earth. Keke. Sorry dear, coz i didnt help much today.

After the whole thing finished, we were like dont hope to go home. So without wasting time[kononnya], we stayed there to discuss about the drama. And the progress went through very very very extra smoothly. And the Kaiyan got the 'kejutan' idea too. Argh.. I really dont want them to faint that time leh.

Back to my warm home then.

Today was a super nice day for me!^^