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Did not blog for few days due to my laziness.

Exam still in the process but me totally not in the mood.

Just wondering why i cant live under pressure anymore.

The stress on me now had treat me so cruelly.

Pimples.

Sleep non- stop.

Eat non-stop or sometimes do not feel like eating.

Not having any mood or should say mood-less.

LAZY ==

By the way, i think i can overcome this as soon as my exam over.

GOD BLESS ME!

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Had chemistry paper today.

Felt it will die and i am going to be killed by my teacher very soon. TT

Physic paper 3 was ok but still hope it wont die. =)

Accompanied my youngest sister to do a test named UKM1 test.

A test for youngster aged 7 to 15 and it tested about your IQ.

Can be done at the website permatapintar.

You cant get any help from other people or other devices.

It stated there big and obvious JUJUR and BERTANGGUNGJAWAB.

My sis followed it very well until the moment i wanted to tell her the answer she will asked me to keep quiet ==

It was a test that you think will be easy to solve but actually it was not!

First section was about the logical thinking.

Given several diagram and wanted you to predict the next.

Around 50+ questions over there and it was easy at the beginning. By the way, when it came to the last part of this section, it was HARD to solve!

Next section was the language test.

My sister choose the english one but not bm.

She claimed that her bm not good.

Given words and asked you to give meaning for them.

Many words that i never see before..

How poor am i?

One of the example : level.

Can you please explain it for me?

My sister explained it in a cute way =)

Following section tested the language too.

Given words and wanted you to get the similar words and meanings to the words.

Those words were similar and can get easily confused.

After a long long period, my sister managed to finish the test although she cant do it well.

By the way, i really wonder how the government want those youngster to answer so high-classed questions.

Maybe there were intelligent people and talent.

But obviously me not. ==

Had a good day today =)

Signing off.

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Physic die in paper 2 ='(

Wanted more improvement!

I am TIRED!

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I want FRUIT TART!

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GOOD LUCK FOR TOMORROW =)

I do wish i am better.

IN EVERY WAY =)

ILY^^

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Chocolate IceCream + CocoCrunch = NICE =)

(thumb up)

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Had my english and chinese paper too.

Both also essay paper.

My pen almost gonna end it's life due to this exam ==

Quite confident actually.

Just that i dont like my language part for english paper and i dont like the ending part for my chinese paper. LMAO.

Hopefully it will be nice for teacher.

I tried to do my best in these papers already.

But will i success?

I do not know.

Going to work hard on science subject already.

By the way, i ENJOYED my day =)

Gambate!

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Die Die DIE!

Had the history paper today.

Although had revision on it, but what i read did not come out in paper 2 and bab which i did not put in effort it came out in paper 2.

I really worry about my paper 2.

How if i cant score?

If i DIE in history paper, then whole result will FAILED!

I do not want that to happen!

God, help me please!

By the way the bm paper for me is quite ok.

Tomorrow will be having two essay paper : English and Chinese.

Hopefully nth much will happen!

Today is a special day =)

520 = I LOVE YOU.

So spread the love to the people around you.

Good luck !

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Stressed up due to the coming exam.

Some more the first paper is history ==

By the way enjoyed today.

Having Pn Maple class for few days already as she was the relief teacher.

Enjoyed her way to convert message to us.

Went to Pj today.

Me measured my height and it showed me only 150cm. OMG! I am so short. TT

Then walked around the whole field with Vern, Yan and XueEr.

Enjoyed it too. And Vern got attracted easily for those kitten and puppy.

We enjoyed play with a cat mummy which is already pregnant.

After all the classes, went study.

Tiring really but me really need to add in more hard work.

I DONT WANT SUxK RESULT AGAIN!

GOOD LUCK^^

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Not in a really good mood =(

Decided at first to donate my blood when the campaign is held.

My parents so hardly to allow me to do so.

And i got not taken any medicine nowadays. (This is hardly see from me as i am having nose allergic and i used to take medicine to cure my flu.)

But as the result i just cant pass and donate my blood.

The things went like that :

1St, you have to pass your 17 birthday. I passed this so easily. January baby wont have problem with this =)

2nd, you have to ensure your blood is ok to donate such as you dont have aids and you are not undergoing any medicine. I passed this so hardly also. Not because of i am having aids la! But i usually undergo flu medicine.

3rd, you should not undergoing the menstrual cycle for girls. You are not in period! Me passed this also =)

After this basic things, you are required to fill in the forms. After confirmed you can donate blood then you can continue to next step.

You need to weight and have the blood group test. At first the uncle did not allow me to donate as he said me underweight. It is sth nearly impossible to me really. Me got to weight again and managed to convince the uncle. I do think the thing is broken ==

He later then do the blood group test on me. It is an easy test and again i confirmed that i am o type blood. The universal donator.

Next, they will calculate your blood pressure and last confirmation that you suit to donate blood or not. I not managed to pass the blood pressure test. She said me having low blood pressure after did the test twice. And i FAILED my mission =(

For those who manage to donate blood they will then go and lay on the chair and start to donate their blood. Then the process ended.

For those who managed to donate blood they have to wait for three months if they want to have another blood donation.

That's all from what happened today. I felt quite disappointed as i not managed to complete the thing. The feeling was like you wish to have sth but you cant. So useless ==

By the way, i already did what i should just that my body do not allow me to do. So what i need to do is just have to wait for another chance.

Why am i having low blood pressure?

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Not a really good day but it was still ok =)

F4 started to have their exam and this meant mine also around the corner.

Quite tired for today for no reason.

Slept for a long long period before i went to the class.

Still satisfied with the class held today.

Will go for tomorrow blood donation =)

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Gosh, i suddenly feel the pressure of the mid term exam!

And the weather is so HOT until i cant stand for it d!

NOT IN THE RIGHT MOOD!

ps: i saw wong choong han(how to spell?) the badminton player and one more ex badminton player this morning ==

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Wee~~~

Maths period with no teacher today.

Got to settle the Food Hunt competition registration form and fee.

I am going for it with gang of people.

But i still wish that YOU can be with me that day TT

My mid year holiday will full with activities =)

Then took gang photo for the school magazine.

Awaiting them to send me and upload the photos.

Then had the biology period.

Teacher really nice =) Some more told us about the exam.

Bm teacher will have her holidays starting next week.

Got to know the reason why she cant make herself to school.

May good luck follow teacher and her husband =)

Met with him today.

And just got to know some one quite well in ping pong =)

He felt so proud to himself =)

Enjoyed the day really =)

Happy birthday JT =)

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Today was wonderful =)

Took our class photo today and i think it will be superb nice =)

Waiting for the photo to be upload by them.

Not staying back at school after POL since the badminton activity had being canceled by teacher.

Had my lunch aka the roti canai with my sisS.

The first time that i really wish to have one more piece as it was really delicious =)

But i did not do that since i was full, but i did enjoyed it.

Changed my blog layout FINALLY and it was a tough job.

And it made my friend list disappear.

But i still managed to get through it lol.

Is it nice for you? Maybe it is not but to me it is nice =)

Everything in today is seems so nice and wonderful for me.

Maybe i should not think too much really =)

cheer =)

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Posting a status about teachers day banner on fb.

I just wanna explain why i would post it there!

Last year as the really suffer experience, we did our banner the day before teachers day.

And it was dear Chye Huey birthday that day.

I made the day such a failure and not managed to give her a better day.

She some more cried on that day due to the pressure having.

I felt sorry and guilty to her since that day.

And the banner was the only thing that i can say i am really a failure!

Back to why i was posting such thing.

Truly i admit my communication skill is not that good and manage to let many people misunderstanding what i was talking about.

I am sorry about that!

What i want to say is i hate teachers day banner which brought me a lot of bad memories but not i hate THIS YEAR banner!

You guys are working hard for it and i can see it.

Just that because of your teamwork remind me back what i experienced last year.

SORRY if you misunderstand what i post.

If you do not wanna accept, it's UP TO YOU..

Believe it or not?

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Dont know why i am not in the right mood the whole day.

Perhaps the bad mood started since last night.

The class for last night was not that happy for me as i thought.

What the teacher said and thought i cant even follow and some of them were totally drove my mad by making a lot of noise.

I just cant accept and control myself to those sound pollution.

Did not talk much today and dont have the feel to talk much too.

Damn moody for the whole day and felt like wanna argue with people. [ i am so crazy]

Not because of the menstrual problem and not because of anything happen.

I am just emo!

I AM NOW SO EMO!

so get far far away from me so that the fire wont burn you along.

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The lower six back to school today.

And i dont really get used to their attendance for so suddenly.

And i dislike this feeling.

Not having good mood in the class after sth happened to me.

Feeling of isolated back to me again.

And i am worried.

Sorry if i did let off my anger on you.

By the way, i just dislike that moment that everyone forgot about my attendance.

Thanks to Ning which told me that she wont let me have the feeling of isolated. Thanks. I did feel the warm from you.

Played maths magic in the library as it was one of the activity for the club.

Enjoyed it very much =)

Thanks to Vern which shared with me about her problems.

Thanks to let me know i am not alone again.

Tonight will be going to class again and i knew it will be fun.

Looking forward to it =)

HATE WHEN YOU DONT LISTEN TO ME !

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Went to watch the debate competition this morning without those debater permission.

As you guys knew, they were prohibited us to watch their competition as they would get pressure.

I understood what they were thinking, but i just wished to support them by using my own action.

I am sorry if i made you guys angry or i brought you guys pressure.

I am really SORRY!

By the way congratulation to Kaiyan =)

Hoping they wont angry me tomorrow...

After the competition today, i went back home and got little of rest before i proceed to the other event that i had today.

I went to 浴佛 today as today is mother day, 慈济日 and 佛诞日.

It held at Kelana Jaya sport centre and we went there by bus which provided by the organizer.

It was very grand event which it used in total 272 bus for the public and it did not include those went there by themselves and those volunteers.

I went for it for the third year. And this year for me their performance not quite good.

Maybe cause of they changed their venue from indoor to outdoor.

But i did enjoyed the day =)

Thanks for everything and everyone for today =)

Lastly, happy mother day =)

SORRY!

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Went to St John this morning.

Since i am not so young, the activity did not involve me much.

Or should say i definitely got nth to do that time?

Since i was so bored, i got Ning book 小黄莺鸟 to read.

Although it is thick but i still managed to finish half of the book.

This show how boring was i that time.

Headed to Jusco after the activity with sis.

Planned to have the movie 'Ice Kacang Puppy Love' with sis and him after his discussion for the debate team.

Unfortunately, the cinema did not show the movie that time. The fellow there told me that they only showed the movie in the morning.

Is there any difference to show it in the morning or in the afternoon?

Had my lunch in the KFC after that.

After met him, we headed to Brem mall. I just wanna have the movie =)

Sing k with both of them while we were waiting for the movie.

They sang loud =) I did enjoyed the time.

The movie was still ok for me only. Nothing much to say about.

I did enjoyed the whole day.

Happiness gain easily =)

想去看辩论比赛。

难道是无理取闹？

2nd post in today =)

Read my space that i used last time just now.

Realize that i changed a lot in thinking.

Or should say we changed a lot?

Things that hurt me badly last time did not have any effect on me now.

The time changed everything.

Perhaps the thing happened today will go through this process also.

So i should not be emo always and control my emotion just because i need not to do so since time changed everything.

So people, CHEER =)

Added the nuffnang to my blog.

And it told me that editing the html is not an easy job at all.

Everyone please kindly click the button ya =)

Thank you.

Changes in Qiwan =)

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Be the emcee for the prize giving ceremony.

My performance was still ok for me at least i did not shake!

Credit to Sien Kai as my partner.

You did a good job too =)

Got my prize as well, but it disappoint me really.

Rm 5 voucher for Gemilang.

For that Rm5 to go over that side will it be too troublesome to my dad?

Went out to have mee with him.

And he becoming more and more cute =)

Exam is around the corner, i should work hard for it d since i still havent prepare for it..

Good luck to me =)

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A brand new day =)

Participate in the sudoku competition as i mentioned before.

Took part in the third category - form 5 category.

The first round was not that hard.

Managed to finish it in 4min+ i think.

But the PakKheong just finished within 2min.

I am slow somehow.

Entered second with not much problem.

Got the sudoku a bit harder.

But i manage to be the first one in my category to finish it.

But PakKheong beat me also.

Managed to enter third round as there was no mistake for my answer.

Got the hard one and i stuck in the middle.

One guy beat me and passed up his answer paper earlier than me.

And while i was finishing my answer, LianAik passed up his one minute earlier than me.

Sorry as i did not got what i desired.

But still i am glad as i did not touch sudoku for 1 year i am still manage to have such result.

But i do think if i am hardworking enough to have sudoku everyday, i might get the champion easily.

Once again, congrats to all the winners from different categories.

By the way, i admire the one which beat PakKheong! You are amazing!

Wish me good luck for tomorrow as i would be the emcee for the prize giving ceremony.

good luck =)

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心情很奇妙的一天。

参加了maths magic 的比赛，输了。

第一局已911全场最高分的状态胜出，真的好开心。

或许是因为没有预料过自己会赢吧？

简简单单的开心就好……

第二局没有延续我的好运，输了。

以17分之差位居于第二，无缘踏进决赛。

不过真的很满足了。

明天还有sudoku比赛。

希望心情能和今天一样。

阔别了的emo就不再回来。

我真的想赢！

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换了换造型，当然评论是一定有的。

不过已成定局的事情，我不想去想了。

做了一个铠鷃（名字还真难找）他们认为挑战极限的决定。

不过他还不是人一个？没有什么危险的！

和辩论队的朋友放学后到水记吃东西。

当然，我不是辩论队的……

谈了一些是非（人的本性也）。

很惊奇的是，有人竟然知道我写的东西是给谁的……

当然，铠鷃的劝告我有听进耳里……别担心！

还真的是蛮普通的一天……

不过谢谢！

祝福自己＝）

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很天真的认为，我们真的是平等的。

不过什么职位，我们都能携手把事情做好。

不过原来真心付出不一定能得到什么，而且还可能会被谴责。

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我真的很不爽！

不喜欢被强迫的感觉。

他们是无辜的，至少在我们的争吵里，他们是。

不过，我忍不住对他们的厌恶！

我讨厌他们不理会我所说的！

更讨厌那样的处理方式！

如果没有考试，我不会觉得什么。

如果不是之前千叮万嘱，我不会怪他们。

如果对象不是你，我不会那么心痛！

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难道一句对不起也不能给我吗？

难道我真的错了？

干的只是份内的事，却被人逼的如此不爽。

难道我很无理取闹吗？

我能谅解你，但你能吗？

多了他们或许不会有很大的改变，可是少了他们我的system就不能完整了啊！

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对不起！

致那些无辜的小孩！

不小心把脾气发在你们身上了。

真的很抱歉！

_______________________

或许我不该把自己局限在那小小的房里。

或许我不该那么的执着！

把长发修了修。。

也把心中的杂念除去了。。。

对不起！

致20岁青年

不知道你可否读到这篇部落格，不过这完全是我想表达给你听的。

别想我能与你面对面说这番话 =)

昨天的我是在真的很无聊的时刻才找你的，绝不是为了什么。

为何强调？因为我并不是那么虚伪！

下午时，是真的闷得我发慌。

不过当你拨通电话的那一刻，我已知道事情不会简单了。

我其实很不想和你谈及它。原因很简单。因为我不了解你们。

清官难审家庭事（对吗？）。我不想破坏及参与。

坦白说，其实真的蛮担心你的。

担心她的供词会带给你很大的影响。

不是你很懦弱，只是每个人都会有致命的那一点。

可以当我很‘7+1’，但我只是担心一个朋友而已。

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很享受在夜里谈话的感觉。

只是碍于种种的局限（熊猫眼。电话费……）

谢谢你 =)

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赞同你对感情的诠释，更赞赏你的付出。

感情不只是感觉，而是必须经营的。

我们不一定需要轰轰烈烈的爱、不一定得伟大。

或许你愿意为它付出、牺牲。

或许你能肯定它的价值。

那它就变得可贵了。

别难过它为你带来的或许是美好的回忆。

那是成长的过程。

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赞同你现阶段的处理方式。

谈谈或许能解决得了问题。

既然都拿起提起勇气了，那就干脆一点吧 =)

放手不一定会痛苦，坚持也不一定不能得到什么。

一切都在与你的一个念头、一个决定。

我支持你！

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你并不情绪化。更是成熟。

只是过度压抑情绪不是件好事。

理智不等同没有情绪。

伤心就流流泪，开心就哈哈笑。

加油 =)

为自己的未来努力打拼吧！

婉绮 020510

当你的听众。

享受幸福。