friends?

Friends are angels who lift us to our feet when our wings have trouble remembering how to fly...

友情是握在手中的细沙，

只要稍不留神也许就从指缝中溜走，

当再抓起另一把沙时，

感觉已不如从前。

好好的维系这份友情，

总比失去时觉得遗憾来的有意义。

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Do you know that i need you?

Sorry.

Meeting.

Honestly long time didnt go for this kind of meeting le. Or should say i lost connect with them since long time le... ==

It was just a normal meeting. Somehow it's a refresh back for the carnival. But till the end, i actually cant stand for it alr... [Start to be emo again]

I feel guilty.

I feel sorry.

I really dont know what i did will bring you guys so many troubles.

I admit I really didnt think from your point of view.

I was that troublesome.

I was that selfish.

I was that childish.

Thanks for your honesty today.

I cant promise that i will change 100%.

I cant promise for anything and everything.

But i just want to say SORRY.

I WILL NOT REPEAT THE SAME MISTAKE AGAIN!

Kem Gabungan 2oo9

Group photo of ajk. Although not enough people.^^

Love this pic...

Will post about the kem soon.

Kem Kepimpinan 2oo9

Well, i promised to blog about the camp kepimpinan.

Due to many of them already posted blogs about the activities in the camp, so i will just blog about my feeling and my own experience for the camp.

Firstly is about the gather. I was the one reached school most early as i promised to open the door of First Aid Room. It was 7 in the morning. But who know that they didnt turn up on time. So, i was like stupid sat there to wait for about 30mins.

Finally it was 7.30am. And mostly all the people turned up. It was like i finally back to the normal world of human. After teacher gave out those speeches, we started our journey to Perting.

And while inside the bus, me, Minli and Junyao was gossip about the meeting. Although we knew that people around us was listening to our conversation, but it didnt affect much. ^^ By the way, i felt sorry to Vern cause i left her alone that time.

After reached our destination, the staff there started to give speeches. Speech again. And those mosquito were annoying. Many of them kept blaming about the insects. LOL.

Luckily, i was not those kind people which scare insects, or else i dont think i can stand with all those insect that accompany us during day and night. Yup, even night time, while you are sleeping, they are just stay beside you.==

I still remember with the raja hutan game. I was one of the lucky people wicth got into the final round. Dont ask me how i did it please as i was also quite blur that time. By the way in the end i lost the game. Congrate to the raja hutan lol. Kaka^^ The one won the dorm for us.

About the game after the first talk(it was only a paper game), i did agree with Vern. People always lost themselves just for the victory. People would do anything just to win other. What we do if we face with these kind of people? I think i will just tolerate with them? Or i will mempertahankan hak sendiri?

There were games for second day also. There were the one transfering the brick with your eyes blindfolded and the 'isi ruang'. For me, they are games for us to listen to our leaders, think twice and think smartly for the order given and teamwork. By the way, i felt sorry to YoongChuen which broke his spectacles. Be careful LOL.^^

About the obstacles activity, i feel quite dissapointed to myself as i didnt complete all of them. Feel quite pitty to KenKe that droped during freefall. Sorry to her.

Lisa and Ben incharged for the morning exercise. The most i remember was the 'taiji'. A big watermelon cut it into half...Bla bla bla... Kinda funny when we did that.^^ And i still remember the sidekick, frontkick etc etc etc that i did although i didnt do it properly that time. What you expecting from me?

And the chicken dance, humdy dumdy marching. poco-poco dance. Although they are not formal enough to show at the stage. but we did have fun with it.

The sorakan for our group was not that good as Lisa group. Kinda love what Lisa group did. Powerful LOL.

But, i did love our group flag. It's beautiful. Thanks a lot to YeeTeng. ^^

Our Group - Time

There was jungle trekking. And our destination was the lata hammer waterfall. The scouts were incharge of jaga barisan. And i am one of them also. But i am not a scout and dont need work like scout. I was the incharge of safety. Take over the safety and help those needy. Zzz.

Actually that time didnt have many cases. Just about the leech. Zzz.

After 1hour ++, we reached our destination. By the way, this jungle trekking was not that hard for us. Even the river crossing, we can do it by ourselves also. But, i did enjoy the whole journey. Helping others actually was fun.

And i do remember what PnLim son did. When we were on the way back, he was walking behind of me. While we passing those trees or any obstacles, he was the one that didnt need any help from me. Zzz. He said he dont want me to hold his hand.. Keke.^^ Cute child. Anyway, thanks to 'kor kor'

About the malam kebudayaan. I loved what we did that night. Combined with KitZai group was a correct decision. KitZai was a good leader and he is creative enough. Our show mainly got the idea from him. Lol.

While we got to know we win for the performance, we were stun. KitZai somemore asking me who were we. Quite shock with the result actually. Time Matata ROCKS!

I do think this is all about the kem. I did enjoy it and i learned quite a lot about the leadership. I was not that good and i will get myself to a better me!

Camp.

Keke. Back from camp kepimpinan 2days alr. But the blog was still not ready. Quite lazy to write. Hehe^^

Learn quite a lot these days. Sth i learned was that appreciate is very important actually. Keke^^ Get to know this while chit-chatting with Vern, the little one. I did need to learn how to appreciate all the things that i have now and all those i dont have.

Besides learning quite a lot of stuff these days, i got to know new friends from the camp. Actually not new friends, but before the camp, i was not that close or i dont even talk to them. Just love to chat with these guys as they are great people. They think more mature than i am, and they act more more more mature than me as my action was often childish.

Will try to post about the camp very soon if i can finish. COMING SOON you know?

[Awaiting for the next chance to talk to you, dear as i have lot of things to depress now. And I MISS YOU. You will be the only one always..]